Thursday 27 September 2012

Passage of Time

I am a potter

We should all have one creative outlet. One thing we do that makes the world disappear. I’m fortunate I have several pursuits that keep me occupied. My most favourite is pottery. I was introduced to it years ago in Welkom (:-o where I grew up!) as an early anxst ridden teen.  Over the years I have stopped and started but more recently started working on the wheel.

I love clay. It can be the most gentle refection of where I am and how to get me back to centre again.

The studio where I work is in my opinion the most tranquil and relaxing creative space in my world.  It is a place of peace for me. Often times cool and quite but can also buzz with activity and creative energy.

I find my peace here.

I learn my life lessons from a humble hunk of clay that sometimes refuses to do what I would like it to do. Some days everything just flows, I am merely the channel, the vehicle for something  Greater to create beautiful things.

There are three stages and two firings...so, the item can at any of these stages break and be discarded.

First to throw the clay and form the inside shape of the pot. Quite important when you think its what is on our inside that really matters the most, defines what it is and where it will be utilised for its lifespan. The trick is to get the clay centred. Critical, if it’s not centred its very difficult to work with thereafter. Forming the inside you need to leave enough clay at the bottom of the pot to be able to work with later. The inside needs to be smooth and even all the way around and a good curve.

Leave to get leather hard and strong enough to “Turn”

Turning involves cutting away at the outside clay to give the pot a foot and match the outside shape as best as possible to the inside shape. Once again, it needs to be centred - or as centred as is possible.  Patience is a virtue I hit my head on constantly. But it really must be centred and stable. Then layer after layer of clay is shaved off until you have a desired vessel.

Fire in kiln.

Then Glasing! The outside colour that seals and completes the pot.  I have learnt to release myself from the outcome at this point. I have never successfully managed to replicate a glasing or effect exactly. Expectation = Disappointment. So now I let whatever happens, happen. Mostly I think each of my pots are the most beautiful I have ever made. Sometimes I don’t like the result and keep it in my kitchen, looking at it in different spaces and invariably someone comes along and matches my bowl perfectly. We are all unique and beautiful in our own way. Some of us striking from the moment we walk in the door. Some of us sit quietly and let their true beauty shine through to be appreciated in a gentle manner.








All my bowls are made with love and given with love to anyone who has touched my life. I am truly blessed with the most wonderful, extra ordinary people that these are a token. In fact I can’t keep up with demand!

Sunday 10 June 2012

Who am I? Where am I? And What am I doing here?


Suddenly the reality of my leap of faith has hit home. No more desk job, no more comfort zone. I have landed in the Toddler's Class. All 12 pairs of big eyes following my every move. This was not exactly what I had in mind! I smell like diaper, and I had a conversation with Wonder about him telling on me to his Mom, coz I wouldn't let him do what he wanted too. No to mention Prince Yosh who refused to get a table mat, determinedly saying "NO!" then hitting me in the face with his shoe. No this wasn't exactly what I had in mind. Sometimes faith is surrendering to the not knowing but doing it anyway. The Universe is laughing at me. I have started at the very beginning, a very good place to start. I did say I wanted to be the best...be careful what you wish for!

The Spiritual Preparation of the Montessori Directress


The Spiritual Preparation of the Montessori Directress



PHYSICAL

Neat and Tidy

No bright nail polish, excessive jewellery,  make-up of strong perfume, children are sensitive and easily distracted.

Beware of Negative Body Language

Eat healthy food in front of the children – Never Chew Gum!!

Arrive at work a head of time, prepare in advance



QUALITIES

Be mature, dignified and a good role model

Act with a level of authority for both children and parents

Always be gentle but firm,

Be Consistent

Allow the child to be independent.

Speak softly and with kindness (The only exception to this is if the child is in danger and you cannot get to him in time)

Listen with attention

Guide with love and compassion

Never be careless



VALUES

Respect for the environment, the child and the parent

Enthusiasm

Patience

Show appreciation towards the child (say thank you)

Be understanding and non-judgemental

Give time to every child

Be humble towards the child

Be Honest – Don’t lie to the child

Always provide support for the child

Understanding of the childs needs



DUTIES

Observe unobjectively at all times

Constantly update and evaluate record keeping

Free yourself from preconceived ideas

Leave the child to concentrate

Prepare and maintain the environment, updating the area regularly

The Directress is the link between the what interests child and the materials

Be a guardian for the child

Support when they need it and space when they need it

PLANNING & PREPARATION

Wednesday 30 May 2012

Farewell Dartcom

I have spent the largest portionf my day to day existance with these beautiful individuals for close on four and a half years. Time to move on. Accept the opportunities presented by The Universe, rise to a new challenge.